Trip

Yay! It's been a long time since I had written anything here... wew! haha!!

Anyways, these past few weeks were a living hell, well, except for our Field trip though. (-.-) The examination was terrible. I think I'm gonna fail in a certain subject... T_T Hopefully not. Some problems also occured and I think I just can't take all of them. The pressure, heartbreaks, family misunderstanding, what else??! (Though me and father had a truce. :P nah! We're already okay but he still or they still don't understand me. I'm not the 'open' type after all. Hehehe... )Sigh... We're currently having our sembreak but I don't like it (>.<) coz we're still going back every now and then to school.

I think the latest update about me is that I'm trying to get over on what had happened or what discovered rather. Well, I was just heartbroken though... hahaha!!

"Bitterness is the consequence of holding on" -> I guess I believe in that.

sigh... Ya know, I really liked this guy for 4 years, I think and what a fool am I to keep on hoping that he feels the same way! But I learned that he really does like someone a week ago. Hehehe...
I'm such an IDIOT! Argh!! Though even I told him a long time ago he wouldn't like me either. I'm just a friend I guess. But! I'm happy for him! At least the girl likes him back. Weee..!! (The girl's also a new found friend of mine.)

I don't believe life's cruel to me. hahaha!! Just like my other aquaintances says. I'm just praying to God that everything would be alright. I'm too young anyways to feel that 'love' they always mention. I think it's just infatuation but why does it hurt, ne?? haha!! nah! Don't bother. I'm not stable right now. Lolz!


Yikez! Time to end this! Got to go.. Babush!! God bless you!

"I fell in love with he whom I shouldn't love." -> Juliet from RomeoXJuliet.