Hell!

I'm an idiot. Idiot for being in love with somebone I shouln't love. I'm a fool. Fool for being a fucking martyr when it comes to sacrifices. I'm unwanted. Unwanted by those people who think I don't know anything. I'm pissed. Pissed by the fact that I still can't control this effin' temper. I'm loosing hope. Loosing hope because I feel like I'm being torned apart, again and again. I'm sickly... sickly to the point that I wish I'd just stop going to school.

I want to cry

I want to scream

I want to pour it all out

But I can't. I just can't. I hope I can find someone who I can confide on... I just keep on hoping. I fucking suck for hoping... I hate you... You know who you are... Get out of my mind... get out of my life...